Thing i did to support my goals.

My new goals are posted above , So i made a good step toward that , I started a demo ( sumilation ) Forex account . For those who doesent know what a forex is , Its currency trading. Just like the stock market but it can make you freaken rich! Specaily for a guy like me who can read charts.

Also , I have started to design my "Anti-Terrorism" flash show , So any idea's will be accepted , Just pray for me that it will be successful.

I got nothing more to add today.

The reality.

When i had fever , Laying in a bed watching my lamp glowing , I was thinking alot , I said to my self "Who am i?" "Where am i?" And "Where I am going?" I as laying stiff with my eyes open and gazing at a lamp , Watching how it sometimes glow higher , And how it changes colors (the lamp changed it colored).

Then i was thinking about my self , I said to my self "What did i do in the last week?" and thinked a little and i answered painly "Nothing." Then i asked my self "Am i a loser? And i didn't knew that?" Then my eyes rolled to a corner in the room , Where my laptop is , Without moving my head. And i asked again " Could i create a false picture of my self?" Then i answer my self "Noo.." while exhaling.

Then again "Could it be? What did i do last month?" Then i answer " Nothing but playing and studying" then with bitterness i ask my self "What happened to the old me? The one who went to all contests , And does wonder with the computer?" Then i ask my self again "I am a loser now?" I answered with hatred towards my self. "Yes. Your a loser mohd , You have done nothing this month to support , You hardly study and spend all time playing."

I didn't do my homeworks in time , I didn't study well , I didn't do good with my friends , I didn't treated my self well , I spent loads of times playing , I was loseing in this battle. And i kept saying that stuff to me , I was mean to my parents , They wanted only what's good for me.

So , I decided from the start of day 1 in 2007 i will be "reborned" I wanna go back the old mohd , Where i learn new tricks , Do wonders with the computer , Study hard , I was in the stock market. So i decided to write few goals to start the year with:

• Open a forex account and borrow from my dad atleast 200$ to start with , And expand that.
• Get full marks in all subject in school.
• Study everyday 2 hours.
• Go get some exercise , Swimming , Martial art. Atleast 1 hour 4 hours a week.
• Participate in contests about computer.
  

Being sick

So , It's been 3 days since i wrote on this blog for being sick , I have been sick for almost 1 week and a half , Its all one disease with its 3 stages.

It started off cold , And some throat pain , So i went to the doctor and the doctor gave me some medecine for that. So i took the medecine , then it went down to my chest , And i had some breathing disorder , I had to take vintolin dose's which makes me hyperactive :D , Then i went to a better hospital , And i went to one of the best doctors , And he said that i have some disease , And it will take a week to recover , During that week you cannot go to school , Or go out. Your lungs should not get exposed to cold air. You will have to stay home. Anyway in the last 3 days it went harder , And i had fever , And sometimes i couldn't breath.

At the end , It all went away , And now I am just coughing and letting all the disease shit out of my throat. It called 'Throat Cleaning Proccess"

Atlast , I got my hands on Medival 2.

So , I went to the market. And asked for Medieval 2 and i found one! Pirated of course. At last i got my hands on this amazing game that i waited for months!

So , I started the game and i went "Wooo....oooW" Then i selected to play with England. Since the good English accent , So i started the game.

The noble council asked me to take few rebel towns and he'll reward me for that , So i did. I capture some rebels town , And then i attacked the Scottish north Britain , And i swam and bathed into their freaken blood , And i ended capturing half Britain. And few part of northern Europe , And hated by the catholic church and the pope himself , So i trained some assassins , And i increased their rank , And prepared them to Assassin the current pope. The pope wanted to launch against me a crusade , He framed me and called me a heretic , So i ended his miserable life. And they elected a new pope who didn't hate me.

The game is awesome , Though it needs beefy requirements. You can play it many way , Involves loads of strategy you can use , Diplomacy , Espionage , trading , Financially.

Anyway after the pope is dead , I continued my journey into conquering britian , Then again the new pope started annoying me and warning me not to attack catholic Scottish. Ignoring his warning is what i did , Me and these faction joined and allied together to face the crusade that the pope gonna launch against us , Milan ( The most powerfull in military) , The holy roman empire , The byzantine empire , And me (England). Together we crushed the popes crusades , And started getting closer. Ofcourse we didn't want to face the crusade , But the new pope assassination attempts was failing , And the third attemp they caught the assassin , And the rookie assassin told the pope that i sent him, That when i joined forces with the other factions.

Who's my father.

My father name is Saeed Alhashim. He lives in Saudi Arabia , Eastern region , Alkhobar city. He's a buisness man , He owns 2 companies and works most of his time in the stock market.

My father had a hell loads of adventure on his life , He started a buisness with no money to start. He just borrowed some money from friends of his from college , And took loans from the bank , And he started his life contracted , Little by little my father name spread around , And he started building a full house's , With his own labor men. Little by little he became a millionare and started building small tower and office building and mosques , Then he lost all the millions in ONE deal with the goverment. That deal was about to make more 50 mosque and cost millions , So that how my father fell in that end-less vortex , He traveled to the UAE running from all the banks that ask's him for money. Then he worked at UAE with his cousin , He was Shekh zaid councler Abdullah Alhashim. Then he returned 50% of the money he owe to the banks.

He came back to Saudi Arabia , And went to Riyadh to work in any job , He was desperate , His father died when my father was 22 and he was studying abroad in lebanon , So he's the only one to support his family , His bigger brother's was supporting the family also. But he had to do something , He didn't accept the idea of living on his brother's shoulder. So he worked in any job , So he applied for a company called becktel ( or i dont know what it spelled) , So he started as a driver , Though he could speak English very well and he had a degree , But he didn't had anything else to do , In 4 month's he became the vice-CEO (Chief Executive officer) Of that company , He was a problem-solver.

So he hated being an Employee and left Becktel , And started deals with companies out of Saudi Arabia , And start his million road again. Then he get to knew prince Sultan. So he and prince Sultan started buisness togther , They started getting companies for the Military with a help of my father brother who worked as a Commander in the army , The rank before general , So he was a great help. These triangle was a great help for my father , So he went to Real Estate and tried to bring companies and all that.

He fell again , But this time he didn't lose his money , But some of his millions , He put his money in some bank in order to get some huge loans , And this bank fell and its name was "Bank el etmad".

Then he started collecting his money again , He made to companies , One is Gyptech for building material , And other is Gyptech for decorate and other stuff.

And he has some indivual shops that doesent belong to any company , They're just Saeed Alhashim shops. Mostly for plumbing stuff.

Education:
My father studied Archicture and Building componets , Then he studied Maste Buisness Degree , Maj ester , He studied all 8 buisness subjects. Finance , Marketing , Advestment ..etc Can't really remember them.
In above all that , My father is a crazy reader , He spends most of his time reading (G.E.E.K ;P) And with his friends , I guess reading is what made him success and even survive these painfull falls as he says.

One of his saying: ( it might not be him personaly , But what he always repeat to me)
"Dreams are the most important things on life , If you chased your dreams they become goals , And goals usually become real"

"Future , Always plan , Plan , Plan , Plan for the future"

"Struggling make you only stronger , And a human always learn from his mistakes"

"Don't let your mistakes stop you from achieveing something in this world"

"Try to give something to the world , If you want the world to give you"

"What makes money great is the people who use's them , Use your money wisely , Spend it wisely , Don't ever forget to help your friends , Family , The poor"

"Knowledge + Dreams are the key to success"

"Luck is still an important factor"

"Life is a game , Win it."

"Try , Try , Try. Dont lose hope."


At the end: Might if you think that my father was stupid to do all , But he's considered successfull on my eyes that he survives such hard falls , And got over them and continued his life. And i wish to follow my father's steps.

Coldest night.

Yesterday it was one of the coldest nights in the whole year. Not because the weather was so cold and rainy , No. It was because of my sickness. Its one of those one-day-cold. Anyway so i was feeling so cold , Under my blanket i was shaking , Alone in the darkness , So i thought that i take a refreshing bath.

Slowly walked to the bathroom , My heads is shaking more since i got exposed to a new wave of cold air when i opened the door to get some medecine and Vitamin C. So i stepped into bathroom , Hardly reaching the shower opening slowly hot water , As the hot water streams on my hands i said accdentily "Ah..!" , Then i felt strong feeling the pushed me into the hot water shower , I couldn't ressist the warm feeling that comes from the water , The one that makes you feel you are really alive.

Pushed my self inside the shower room , And i felt a REALLY cold feeling on my body , So i said "What the ..." Its really cold that it stinged me , Then after 2 second of the cold feeling i screamed , Rushed out of the bathroom , Trying to reach for a towel , Then i standed up infront of the mirror naked while wrapping a towel to cover my ass and i said to my self . "My body turned real red!". So i knew that i could burned inside of that bathroom of hell.

Then i came back and set the water . And i pushed my self inside the tub , This time i went "Ahhhhhhh......" Felt cozy feeling , Warm feeling that washed the illness and the germs away , I felt that my cold muscle is refreshing , And like the blood is coming back to me , I felt like I needed to jump , I felt like all the Illness and cold from my head gets out and goes away...

Then i came out of the bathroom after an hour filled with energy , And made a nice cup of coffee , And weared very good clothes , And had a nice comfortable evening.

My favourite character's.

Okay , Everyone has personal character. So here's mine.

1) Gattsu.
Yes , The main character in berserk (anime). The reason that i love him is because he NEVER gives up , He'll just fight till death. And he naturally protect other's. And he never hesitate killing an Enemy or protecting some peasant. He'll just swing his large sword towards the enemy and chop his hands off. And i think the most thing i like on him that he bents everything to make things goes in his way.
History:
Guts (ガッツ, Gattsu)
Guts is the protagonist of the story; a tall, muscular male with a huge sword called the Dragon Slayer along with a prosthetic left forearm that has a magnetic grip and also conceals a cannon. Guts is a tragic hero; he is born as one who may be able to struggle against Causality, but seemingly unable to affect it on a large scale. The Golden Age story arc of the series revolves around Guts' turbulent childhood and adolescence in a mercenary band after reluctantly being adopted by the band's leader Gambino at the behest of Gambino's lover, Shizu, and his subsequent joining with, and departure from, the Band of the Hawk. The dynamic relationship between Guts and Griffith, the leader of this group, forms the primary focus of the manga for the first thirteen volumes. After the events of the Eclipse, in which he loses his left forearm and right eye, Guts seeks revenge on Griffith. Upon doing so, he is subsequently reunited with Casca after two years separation. After the Incarnation Ceremony at Albion, Guts now travels with a new group of companions. He currently possesses the Berserker's Armor, an ancient, cursed suit of armor that allows the wearer to overcome his physical and mental boundaries in combat greatly increasing his fighting strength. Doing so damages his body and allows his inner beast, a feral dog-like demon, to take over and endanger everyone in the vicinity, friend or foe.




2) Arthas.
An evil character. Never hesitate to kill anyone that stands on his way. He just want more of everything , His greed is limitless. He could kill his emotion just to get into his goal , He's smart , Intelligence , And clever. But in his own evil way. He'd sacrifice anything for his goals.

Arthas Menethil, Crown Prince of Lordaeron and Knight of the Silver Hand, was the son of King Terenas Menethil II and heir to the throne. He was trained as a paladin by Uther the Lightbringer, and had a romantic friendship with the sorceress Jaina Proudmoore. But despite his promising beginning, Arthas became one of the most powerful and evil beings Azeroth would ever experience.

History

Prince Arthas Menethil was born to King Terenas Menethil II during the Second War. The young prince grew up in a time when the lands of Azeroth were ravaged by war, the Alliance was crumbling, and darker clouds still loomed on the horizon.

As a youth, Arthas was trained in combat by Muradin Bronzebeard, the brother of the dwarven king Magni Bronzebeard, and became an adept swordsman. Under the tutelage of Uther the Lightbringer, Arthas became a disciple

of the Silver Hand at the young age of 19. Despite his rash and headstrong behavior, Arthas became a reknowned warrior. One of his more famed exploits was counterattacking a group of forest trolls striking at Quel'Thalas from Zul'Aman.

It was during this time that Arthas met the youngest daughter of Daelin Proudmoore, the sorceress Jaina. Over the years, they g

rew quite close, and struck up a romantic relationship. In the end though, Jaina's magical studies in Dalaran and Arthas' commitments i

n Lordaeron forced them to remain apart for long stretches of time. The two youths decided to maintain their strong friendship and put the romance on ice until a better time could arise for them.

Troubles began to stir in Lordaeron. Orcs broke free of their internment camps, and there was troubling news of a plague that had gripped the northlands. Arthas and Uther were sent to Strahnbrad to defend the town from orcish raids. The young prince defeated the black drake Searinox to retrieve its heart for the dwarf Feranor Steeltoe to forge into an orb of fire. Arthas used this magical item to kill the l

eading orc blademaster, causing the agressive orcs to withdraw.

However, a more vile threat arose

in the form of the plague of undeath. Jaina was sent to join Arthas, and they were to investigate the strange plague. They found an undead army and a plague-infested grainery. There, they saw the necromancer Kel'Thuzad in the town of Brill. They followed him to Andorhal.

Kel'Thuzad had already infected the stored grain in Andorhal and shipped it out to outlying villages. Before Arthas killed him, Kel'Thuzad spoke of Mal'Ganis, a Nathrezim demon who was leading the Scourge. Jaina and Arthas travelled north to confront him in Stratholme.

Along the way, Arthas and Jaina stopped in Hearthglen, where they hoped to rest. Instead, they found the town being attacked by m

asses of undead led by a pair of scheming liches. Then, to their horror, Arthas and Jaina discovered that the plague was not the means of mass murder, but rather, the means of turning innocent townsfolk into undead creatures.

Arthas stayed behind as Jaina fled to find Uther. He stopped more grain caravans from spreading the plague by destroying them. Arthas' forces barely held out, and were on the verge of defeat when Uther arrived with reinforcements and saved the village.

While travelling to Stratholme, Arthas was m

et by the enigm

atic prophet Medivh. He gave him the same advice he gave Terenas--to travel west to Kalimdor. Arthas argued that his place was with his people, and vowed that he would not abandon them. Jaina suggested tha

t the prophet might be right, but Arthas paid her no heed, and continued to Stratholme.

When he arrived, Arthas found that the grain had already been distributed, and knew that the villagers would soon become undead. He ordered Uther and his knights to purge the entire town. Horrified, Uther rebuked him, saying that he would not follow such an order even if Arthas were already king. Proclaiming th

at Uther had committed treason, Arthas disbanded the Knights of the Silver Hand. Several of his soldiers left with Uther--as did Jaina--while those that remained loyal to Arthas joined him in slaying the corrupted townsfolk.

As Arthas began to slay the citizens of Stratholme, he was met by Mal'Ganis himself, who was working to claim the souls of the townsfolk

. Arthas worked to destroy them before Mal'Ganis could reach them. Finally, Arthas demanded a final showdown with the dreadlord. Mal'Ganis slipped away, however, vowing to meet him in Northrend.

Arthas followed him with a detachment of his troops. They arrived a month later in Daggercap Bay. As they searched for a proper plac

e to set up camp, Arthas came upon his good friend, Muradin Bronzebeard. At first, Muradin thought that Arthas was leading a rescue party sent to save his men, who had been besieged by the undead as they searched for the runeblade Frostmourne. Muradin and Arthas destroyed the nearby undead camp, but there w

as still no sign of Mal'Ganis.

As Muradin and Arthas went to search for Frostmourne, an emissary from Lordaeron arrived in a zeppelin. He bore orders from Uther and Terenas, instructing Arthas and his men to return home. When Arthas returned to his base, the men had abandoned their posts, and were making their way through the forest towards their boats. Arthas had no intention of leaving before Mal'Ganis was destroyed. With th

e help of some indigenous mercenaries, he managed to reach and burn his boats before his men got to them. When his men arrived, Arthas betrayed his mercenaries, blaming them for destroying the ships, and they were killed. Arthas told his men that they had no means of going home, and the only way they were leaving Northrend was through victory.

Arthas and his troops continued to press on to Draktharon Keep in search of Frostmourne. As he arrived, Mal'Ganis appeared to

him, and foretold his death. Arthas went to search for Frostmourne with Muradin, leaving his captain to defend the camp. Arthas soon found the Guardian, who tried to keep Arthas from Frostmourne, apparently for hi

s own protection. The Guardian fell, and Arthas and Muradin claimed their prize. But Muradin, reading an inscription, reported that the blade was cursed. Arthas asked the spirits of the cavern for the sword to be released form it's icy prison, proclaiming that he would "pay any price." Before the weapon br

oke free, Muradin was sacrificed, with no remorse from Arthas. With Frostmourne in hand, Arthas defeated Mal'Ganis' minions, and finally confronted the demon. Mal'Ganis told him that the voice he was now hearing was that of the Lich King. However, that voice was instructing him to destroy Mal'Ganis. The dreadlord was destroyed, and Arthas fled into the frozen north, leaving his troops to die. A

rthas soon lost the last.

3) Naraku.
A dark demon , Highly intelligence , Never does dirty work by his own. Loves manuplating other feeling to bent them to his own goals. He can make you do his dirty work even if you were his
worse enemy. He usually seeks one goal. And its power and he will do whatever he does to get more power.